when I found that beer no longer taste bitter,
but it actually tastes sweet.
Did I betrayed my Chuuni?
Thanks to "Welcome to NHK",
for teaching me that otaku does drink.
It retained some of my otaku dignity.
I think drink, smoke and glutton are sins,
for the money spent could be off better use.
Even if I do not donate them now,
the kept money still have chance to be beneficial to other.
Did Pascal drink before he became a religious Christian?
I will still drink for the sake of gaining my freedom,
the question is will I be able to stop when I gained my targeted amount?
For people change in time.
I could only pray that Pascal is correct,
that wisdom sends us to childhood.
