[Quote] 空之境界

 “我得走了。那个，黑桐。你真的是什么都不需要呢。与白纯里绪对峙时，与死为邻仍
然选择了中立。我觉得那真是太不可思议了。难道你就不想要一个比今天更快乐的明天吗？”
“……因为我现在已经很快乐了。我觉得这已经够了。”
这样啊，她低声说道。
用一种类似羡慕的眼神注视着不管怎么看都普通不过的他。
…她这样想：
没有任何特征，不希望自己成为特别的存在而活着的人是不存在的。
人无论是谁都抱有各种想法，对立的意见以及相反的疑问而活着。
如果说那样的化身是两仪式这个人，他就是那种性质特别淡薄的人——
不会去伤害任何人，因此自己也不受伤。
不会去夺取任何东西，因此什么也得不到。
如同风平浪静，像是融入时间，作为芸芸终生的平均数而生活着，静静地呼吸着自己的
空气。
平淡无奇，平稳无碍的人生。
但是如果能够在社会上这样生活的话，那并非是一种理所当然的生活方式。
不与任何事物产生争执，不对任何人带有憎恨地活着是不可能的。
很多人并不是出于自己的愿望要过那样的生活。想要成为特别的存在却没能实现这种形
式才是真正的平凡人生。
所以说——从一开始就打算过这样生活是比一切都要困难的事情。
这样一来，那本身就是“特别”的存在。
结果，不特别的人说到底还是不存在。
人就是在每一个人都互不相同的意义上存在的生物。
只是因为种族相同而彼此聚集，活着只是为了将无法理解的差异变成空之境界。
明明知道那一天不会到来，仍然做着那样的梦而生活着。
这个一定才是无人能够例外的唯一的理所当然。
  
levin乱入: 那我注定是一个平凡的人。

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It is scary,
when I found that beer no longer taste bitter,
but it actually tastes sweet.
Did I betrayed my Chuuni?
Thanks to "Welcome to NHK",
for teaching me that otaku does drink.
It retained some of my otaku dignity.

I think drink, smoke and glutton are sins,
for the money spent could be off better use.
Even if I do not donate them now,
the kept money still have chance to be beneficial to other.

Did Pascal drink before he became a religious Christian?

I will still drink for the sake of gaining my freedom,
the question is will I be able to stop when I gained my targeted amount?
For people change in time.
I could only pray that Pascal is correct,
that wisdom sends us to childhood.

Real-life Online !!?

近来迷上两部与线上游戏有关的轻小说，
<> &<>;

拖拖拉拉了几年，
终于读完了N年前买的日版 <>　第一册，
一了心愿，
感动指数又+10

 话说回来，
虽然在现实中不能像故事人物，
热血沸腾的冒险去，
但其实自己也是活在一场mmorpg游戏中??

现在刚毕业的我，
是level 1 的菜鸟工程师；
那些拥有专业工程师称号的人，
就是我的advance job;
要转换为second job,
要有最少三年经验，
一连窜的条件，
还有最后的通关试验。

要升级就要完成工作，
像打怪来赚取经验；
认识新人物就像探发新地图一样；

公司就像工会，
做旧了就会生到高职位（以活跃为前提）；
时间旧后可以自己出来当会长，
出钱开个小公会；
在实力强大的大公会则比较难，
可能只当到一个重要干部。
那么manager就是party leader？？

乱七八糟的文章(汗)
我继续回去读小说,
虽然很清楚自己读完后又会很空虚.... (汗x2)

我是男人！！（泪）

我终于正式开工了！！
虽然我的senior辞职了，
虽然只剩我一个工程师，
虽然我的相关工作知识几乎是零，

虽然我要一次过赶回所有senior skip了几个月的工作，
但我还是超级开心，
因为我现在是一个真正的男人了！！

做工有什么好？
一，给人需要的感觉很好
二，做工有钱收，读书却只赔钱。
三，早睡早起身体好
四，说话有power 
五，可以开始累积银行册上的数字（Bling~)

 六，还可以穿美美上班（感动）

话说回来，

我想分享一个简单的故事：

 从前有两个人，A君和B君，

A君从25岁开始每个月存RM100，

存到35岁就停，

然后那笔钱就放着不动直到他55岁；

一年回酬率是10%。

 B君从35岁开始每个月存RM100，

存到55岁就停，

一年回酬率也是10%。

问题来了，

55岁时A君和B君，

谁的钱会比较多？

 

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噹打啷~ 

答案揭晓（顶，自问自答= = ）

到55岁时，

A君 会有 RM 150,111.92

B君会有 RM 75,936.88

这只是一个简单的实验，

你趁年轻存十年钱，

好过你以后辛辛苦苦存二十年。

最后送上一个我常用的compound interest calculator 吧，

得空玩下，

看自己以后会有几多钱也蛮爽的 xD

http://www.planningtips.com/cgi-bin/savings.pl

再见，马六甲

在马六甲读了四年，
从没拿过first class,
但也没有drop出3.00,
就这样平平稳稳的毕业了。

家里无条件撑了我四年，
我也不好意思再白吃，
于是就马上找工。
我找回了以前实习的公司，
懵懵嚓嚓中和老板妥协了薪水，
但算一算自己的消费，
根本cover不了：

车 rm950,
父母rm660,
食物，ptptn,车油等等;
算到来连吃都有问题。
当初买车是对的，
没负担的话就不是男人（抽烟）
看来真的一整年都不用出街了。

以下是我大学四年的summary:
First year: 

1. 初到马六甲
2. 第一个sem拿不到ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｃｌａｓｓ（ｆｉｒｓｔｃｌａｓｓ可免还ｐｔｐｔｎ）　
3. 气馁，开始玩Ｒａｇｎａｒｏｋ　Ｏｎｌｉｎｅ
4. 第二个和第三个ｓｅｍ也都出状况，ｇｐａ跌倒３．０３，３．０４
5. 放弃拿ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｃｌａｓｓ

Second year:

1. 旧家太吵读不到书，搬去单人房
2. 省钱不装ｓｔｒｅａｍｙｘ，ｉｎｔｅｒｎｅｔ　ｓｐｅｅｄ　１０ｋｂｐｓ
3. 开始孤立自己，靠动漫过活
4. 成绩回调
5. 决定退出Ｒａｇｎａｒｏｋ
6. 开始学日语
7. 一波三折后当了Ｒｅｓｅａｒｃｈ　Ａｓｓｉｓｔａｎｔ （ＲＡ）

Third year:

1. 大学假期多半独自留在马六甲，专注研究工作
2. 一次赶考两个等级的日语文凭，拿了两班的日语补习
3. 天天读完日语回家，工作至４－６ａｍ （其实不必那么拼，自己沉迷罢了）

Final year:

1. policy问题，退出ＲＡ
2. 实习开始
3. 发现投资的重要性，学习黄金和基金
4. 实习结束，向新房友学习股票
5. 赶fyp期间，睡眠比third year 糟糕。可惜fyp还是差强人意

浅谈 干净集会3.0

事先说明，此帖极度沉闷。
如有得罪，不要打我。


428中有人丧命，
有人被捕，
有人受伤进院，
有更多的人则是内心受伤，
对现任政府的蠢行感到心疼和绝望。

然而有一部分的人还可以在网上大谈歪理：

“两班人都信不过，靠他们不如靠自己。局势无法改变，我们能做的是如何在局势中站在有利的位置。至于卖命的事就留给那些热血青年吧。”

“身为华人，我以你们为耻，可怜你们不知道自己是什么定位，示威？
口舌？你能改变什么？改革需要流血，但是射水炮，催泪弹来了，你
们就怕到跑得比狗还快？改革不是嘴巴说的！”

这些人还真的是很“华人”，

只会捞好处，
怕死和只站在有利一方。


我非熟谙政治之人，
但让我说出我是怎么想的：

你说国政不能输，只能吓吓他们，

输了华人会吃苦；（指513）

我说现在不改变，二十年后我们会更苦。

我们一个充满资源的国家，
为何发展居然会严重落后一个小岛国新加坡，
是不是不对劲了？

你说安华信不过，不能改。

我说你不肯改，哪来资格一口咬定不行。

如果真的不行，
五年后再换！！
至少现在未来很明显是死路一条，
难道还不放手一搏 ？

你说时机未到，还不能换。

我说现在不换，还等几时。

如果现在都还换不到，
等以后有像老马一般狡猾的人上位时，
你觉得还会有机会反吗？
（老马之后的两个接班人都很明显的笨）


每个人的立场都不同，
我也不能确定自己的想法是否正确。
但看到了人们自暴自弃，
说一些给多我十个脑袋也想不通的歪理，
心还是会心疼和累的。
父母铁定马来西亚不能各族和平相处，
辛好我还很天真的认为这是过去政治人物所造成的，
未来一定还能慢慢改善。

 很厉害的年轻律师们 :>

 这些人不是tulan现况才出席集会的吗？

难不成他们嫌自己不够黑跑去晒太阳？

5200 UOADEV buy-in signal

Finally after waiting for a few weeks, today the candle finally broke through the Ichimoku cloud, and closed at 1.51. This indicates that an up trend has begun.
 

 

Around last week, MACD indicated the buy in signal too. The histogram turned positive and the lines have crossed as well.

After the announcement of giving 10sen per share as dividend, no increment in price can be seen yet. Despite many researches show that this counter is terribly undervalue, and it has the P/E of around 4.69, the sell force was still very strong. I believe this is due to the lack of investor's confident with this counter, since the price dropped like a falling knife after its IPO.

EPF also started to buy in quite some lots during the last week, and I will be waiting to see whether do they still buy in anymore this week.

Conclusion: I dont think it is easy to break through 1.60, at least not a few week before the AGM. Nevertheless things are getting better, observation shall be continued.

小病一场？

在发现fyp还有十五天就要交草稿的第二天，
我就生病了。 （/ .w./）
没食欲，眼痛，颈痛，头痛，咳嗽，身体没力，头晕，发烧。
像9gag所说的，每次google自己的病症，
都会发现自己得了绝症。

在面子书上看不到任何死党上线，
真是朋友有限，惭愧。
于是就留了个offline讯息给干妹妹：
"sei, suddenly shit until wan die jor = ="
晕到sick都打成shit，棒。

每次病了都会胡思乱想:

现在我不能回家，不然如果是中了什么传染性的病，
传给家人就不好，所以不能让家人知道。
如果我现在有女友，又中了绝病的话，
我会不让她知道什么就分手吧。

如果我出事的话，干妹妹应该会告诉我的朋友们吧。
backup on 了，也不用担心死得音讯全无。

tmd我好noob，一年至少病一次，
不过我觉得常生病的人会很长命（LOL）
最后，希望这次也能顺顺利利，
没中什么绝症。
神，包庇我吧。

某个圣诞节

在某个圣诞节，我独自在KL Sentral等待火车，
我前右方是一个貌似年过三十的女性。
她穿着一副黑衣裤，头发没错是札了个马尾，
从她皮肤看得出她已经开始进入老化阶段了，
可能是工作压力吧。
我没理会，继续的听着手机mp3。

那位女子站在天台黄线上低头按着她的电话,
这时又有一封短信回复。
我发誓我最鄙視侵犯他人隐私的人, （有原因的）
但我的眼睛不自觉的扫过她的手机银幕，
上面写着：
"You are too bossy....
You never listen to others opinion....bla bla bla.....
I am leaving you，
right now I am celebrating xmas with another woman,
dont find me anymore."

那女生看着手机发呆，
不一会就看得出眼眶有泪了。
火车来了，
然后我就脸无表情的听着音乐被人潮挤上车。

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一段恋情开始时都是很sweet的，
日子久了双方就什么pattern都出完来。
或许应该这么说，
一方以为对方是那样的人，
后来在一起了才发现原来他不是她想象中的那样，
于是就单方面感情变质，
最后只好分开。

这就是自由恋爱，好可怕LOL。

Why work in MY, not SG???

I always wanted to do this post since a loooong time ago. I insisted to do my intern in sg, but last minute the plan failed, Sg government doesnt approve training pass for my university. And this opened my eyes. There's been a lot of different opinions from many people. People around my age tend to go oversea, while people much senior than me are more stick to here. (Of course they asked me to try working oversea too, saying it is good to try when I'm still young)

The purpose of this post is to clearly list down my reasoning and analyse them.

My previous reason to work in SG was:
1) MONEY!! I can save tons of money working in SG. This is haste up the process of become financial freedom.
2) Otaku romance. I love being alone and hide inside the room. LOL?

So why suddenly Levin dont want to work in SG anymore???
Here are my reasons:

1) Saving
The very first purpose I wanted to work in SG is because with the currency different, I am able to save more money. However if I reanalyse it now:

Lets say I get a SGD2300 (refering Jurong shipyard) pay a month in SG, and live with minimized lifestyle:
Rental=sgd600
Food=sgd200
Transport=sgd100
Malicious =sgd200
Parents=20%=sgd460 (OH YEAH FOR MY PAPA MAMA!!)
Total=1760
**minus my car loan rm950/SGD 400
I am able to save SGD340/mth. (RM816/mth)

Lets say I get a rm2800 (optimistic) pay a month in MY, and live with moderate lifestyle:
Rental=nil
Food=300
Transport=rm200 (petrol)
Malicious=rm350
Parents=20%=rm560
Car Loan=rm950
Total=rm2360
I am able to save RM440/mth.

Not sure whether the calculation is correct, since I havent include other things like PTPTN...etc. That means I can save extra rm400 a month, about rm5k more a year. rm5k/annual is alot, but it is lesser than what I first thought. However even with triple times of saving, I will still choose MY for now. Why? Look at the next few reasons.

2) Ease of life
First, people often do the mistake by only earning income using hard labor (from what that I read). What will happen if one day you cant work anymore? Means no more income. Hence one cannot spend all his time on working, he should spend time on finding lubang for passive income as well. (implying just work blindly and rely on the salary alone is not a good idea)

Second, I treat myself as a soon-to-die person, so I must live beautifully (which also beautifully contrast with my far-sighted personality). I am sure that I will enjoy my life more in MY comparing SG. When come to life, I stick to the principle of balance, "Live good in present, yet wont affect my future ambition."

3) Lubang
As mention in point 2, I want to find lubangs. I have been living in Malaysia for 23 years, I know the situation here better than SG. So getting a lubang here will be easier. Lubang as in getting a property, start up a business...etc. I am not sure, but the screwed political might help too. (not sure about this, just my personal feeling. however yes or no doesn't affect the situation as well)
To get lubangs, I must know more people. And I feel that I can do that better in MY (having more transport power and time to lepak around). And I am not sure if this is true, I think starting up a business in MY is easier than SG.

4) Backup
I said I want to have my own business, as it is the fastest way towards wealth (and wealth can complete big part of my dreams). And the reason to go SG, is to accumulate a pot of gold. However I have to include the chances that I fail to start any business, and continue to work as an engineer. If this does happen, I believe staying in MY since the beginning will be better. This is because I would know the people in my industry (eg, construction field) better. One of the way for the pay to raise is when people gorek you into their company. If I come back to MY 5 years later, I had to rebuild my connection again.
(this point is assuming I dont venture into business, and I will come back from SG. If I planned not to come back MY, it will be totally different.)

So this is the 4 reasons why I prefer to work in MY. HOWEVER this is my current decision, once I found a better reason to convince myself to work in SG, I might change my mind. All the best to our future!!

过去

中六是我人生的转折点，那年我遇上了我一生最大的挫折，遇上了围棋，遇上了某个学妹，卷入了小孩般的政治，迷迷蒙蒙的渡过了的两年，也曾对未来失去过希望，还有种种的经历。这两年就在上课时睡觉中渡过，浪费了，但我不得不经历。因为伤口结疤了，就会生出更强的皮肤组织，而那些伤痕就是我成长的证明。

现在我得好好的慰劳过去的自己，别让他白挨那两年。辛苦你了。

Draft financial planning

Future=need qin~ So it wont be wrong to estimate my future needs. Calculations below were made based on prediction, hence it may appear unrealistic.

Fresh grad, Year 1 (age 24):

Assumption Salary=rm2300
Monthly car installment= rm922
Monthly petrol=rm200+-
Monthly food expenses=rm400+-
Monthly pocket money to parents=rm200+- (sorry daddy mommy, you son just fresh grad, will give more later)
Monthly saving=rm 600 (300 for long-term investment, 150 cash, 150 saving acc)

It haven't include entertainment expenses, car service, ptptn and unexpected costs.
Saving account total= rm1800, Investment=rm3600 (not including Return on Investment for easier calculation)
Annual vacation= -rm1500. Total saving after year 1=rm300 (LOL?)

Comment: life in 2012-2013 might be tough.

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Year 2 (age 25):

Assumption Salary=rm2700 (reference from jobstreet)
Monthly car installment= rm922
Monthly petrol=rm300 (predicts that petrol price will increase)
Monthly food expenses=rm500
Monthly pocket money to parents=rm200 (sorry daddy mommy, still poor)
Monthly extra pocket money=rm100
Monthly saving=rm700 (325 long-term investment, 100 cash, 175 saving acc)

Bank saving total until the end of year 2=rm2400.
Amount on investment until the end of year 2=rm7500.
Annual vacation=- rm1700, Total saving=rm700.

Comment: If saving is more than expected, might as well as invest in higher risk investment.

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Year 3 (age 26):

Assumption Salary=rm3200.
Monthly car installment= rm922
Monthly petrol=rm350
Monthly food expenses=rm550
Monthly pocket money to parents=rm250 (sorry daddy mommy, still poor lol)
Monthly extra pocket money=rm300
Monthly saving=rm800 (400 long term investment, 200 cash, 200 saving acc)

Bank saving total until the end of year 3=rm3100
Amount on investment until the end of year 2=rm12300
Annual vacation=- rm1900, Total saving=rm1200.

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Year 4 (age 27):

salary increase=rm3600
Monthly car installment= rm922
Monthly petrol=rm400
Monthly food expenses=rm600
Monthly pocket money to parents=rm350+- (sorry daddy mommy, still poor lol)
Monthly extra pocket money=rm350
Monthly saving=rm950 (long term investment=rm450, cash=rm200, bank=rm200)

Bank saving total until the end of year 2=rm3600.
Amount on investment until the end of year 2=rm17700. *(18K CAN MARRY JOR LOL, but.... of course will let the money roll first lol)
Annual vacation=-rm2100, Total saving=rm1500.

Comment: extra pocket money seem to be a lot, either allocate extra saving on investment or investment+vacation

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Year 5 (age 28):

salary increase to rm4000.
Monthly car installment= rm922
Monthly petrol=rm500
Monthly food expenses=rm650
Monthly pocket money to parents=rm400
Monthly extra pocket money=rm400
Monthly saving=rm1200 (long term investment=rm600, saving acc=400, cash=rm200)

Bank saving total until the end of year 3=rm6300
Annual vacation=- rm2500, Total saving=rm3800.
Amount on investment until the end of year 2=rm19500

Comment: having nearly 20k (without counting ROI) seems good, and the saving account amount indicate that I might be able to travel to somewhere with higher currency soon.
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Observation:
1) Large portion of money went to car installment, however I got the confident to be able to balance it by cutting other expenses.
2) Starting from year 3, i might consider start diverging my investment to 50 balanced, 50 higher risk? Since the money I able to spend on investment is more by that time.
3) Annual vacation yeah~ Must enjoy the present life as well, no point do all the saving and suddenly accident happens.....*touch wood* The first 5 years, probably only able to visit places like thailand, bali, taiwan, hong kong, vietnam...etc (thats five!!)

So hopefully the salary can be good, of course that means I will need to get a good company and I am hardworking enough.

Women who influenced my life

Just when I thought everything was finally going smooth, new problem arise. Tomorrow will try to sort it out, so tonight was kinda....thoughtful?

Actually before this I ady tried to update my blogs for many times, but I found that blogspot isn't user friendly enough when it come to picture upload, so it always ended with nothing. Okay no more bullshit, let's enter the topic, who are the women who bring influence to my life.

1) My beloved mother
There are no one else can love me more than her, she is the best thing I ever met. Her unselfishness, her willingness to sacrifice for her family, her everything. I won't be the person I am now if my mother happens to be other people and not her. Mere words won't be able to describe her greatness.

2) A senior of mine
The reason I wanted to write this post is because I happen to read a post posted by my form 6 senior, 男人二十岁后应该学会的13个习惯. She shown me that how charming a career-minded person can be. And I thanks her for listening to me after I was in my saddest moment of my life.

3) My kai mui
To avoid people from misunderstood our relationship, we accidentally become kai kor and kai mui. She is very powerful in weiqi (LOL) and a cheerful girl. She taught me even if two people din contact for a long time, things will still remain unchanged, because of the existing bond.

4) A certain junior of mine
She shown myself what type of person I am, and I learned a lot(?). Practice makes perfect, and we always learn from mistake, and so I am still learning. (I really don't wish to put this up, but I cant deny the fact that it does influenced me)

5).......... shit, my blogging motivation is leaking, so I guess until here only. It's a shame that I din even include my own sister, she might not playing any influence in my life yet, but I do love her :)

Minamo- Yukana (translation)

I have been addicted to this song for sometimes, however no one seems to like it, I cant even find the translation for the lyric online. I think this lovely song from Amagami SS deserved love, so I will try to translate it with my limited japanese lol > <'' (there should be some mistakes) If you pay attention to the lyric, it actually make sense to Nanasaki Ai's feeling. --------------------------------------- Name: Minamo By: Yukana From: Amagami SS (Episode 15 insert)

I love you feeling baby my heart
I love you need you baby your voice in my heart

私と二人嫌ですか?　何か言う事無いですか?
暗闇の中　触れた指先　嬉し恥ずかし　「もう知りません」

初めての公園　思い出のブランコ　どこを見ているんですか?
相変わらずですね　鼓動さえ届く距離　「お仕置きです」

恋心　包み込む　水面（みなも）　今だけ素直になりたい
囁く名前はいつでも　胸の奥優しく染める
I love you feeling baby　瞳とじて
I love you need you baby　確かめる想い

I love you feeling baby my heart
I love you need you baby your voice in my heart

これから時間ありますか?（Day after day）
何か予定はありますか?（Looking for you）
立ち止まる足（sunny day）　重なる視線（rainy day）
決意少しだけ揺らぎます

分かち合う喜び　ご褒美の自由時間　問い掛けられる言葉に
振り向いて微笑み　照れ隠して誘う　秘密の場所

恋模様　やわらかな　波紋　少しの勇気をください
二人で過ごせる時間を　こんなにも大事に想う
I love you feeling baby　覚悟決めて
I love you need you baby　走り出す気持ち

隠し切れない　止められない
どうしようもなく　溢れる想い聞いてください

恋色　映し出す　水面（みなも）　伝える淡い波の音
夜空の下　時が止まる　星達が見守ってくれる
I love you feeling baby　輝いてる
I love you need you baby　譲れない想い
I love you feeling baby　色褪せない
I love you need you baby　大切な気持ち


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Translation

I love you feeling baby my heart
I love you need you baby your voice in my heart

Do I hate it when we are together alone? Is there nothing else we can chat about?
In the darkness. Touching with the finger tips. Happiness or Shamefulness 「I don't know anymore」

The first time's garden. The swing in memories. Where are you looking at?
As usual. The (heart) beat when I near to you. 「This is the punishment」

The passion of love is warping up the water surface. I just want to be obedient for now.
Whisper my name once again. Inside my chest is filled with the color of gentle.
I love you feeling baby　Close your eyes.
I love you need you baby　This acertained's feeling.

I love you feeling baby my heart
I love you need you baby your voice in my heart

The pattern of love. The ripple of tenderness. Please be a little bit more brave.
The time we spend together.　I think it is an important matter.
I love you feeling baby.　The resolution has been decided.
I love you need you baby.　Let the feeling to start moving.

I love you feeling baby my heart
I love you need you baby your voice in my heart

After this got time?（Day after day）
Is there any plan?（Looking for you）
The feet stand still（sunny day） The overlapping's vision (rainy day）
The determination just shaken a little bit.

Sharing the happiness.　This rewarded free time. 　The speech used to ask question.
Turns around and smile.　To tempt the embarassment.　A secret place.

The pattern of love. The ripple of tenderness. Please be a little bit more brave.
The time we spend together.　I think it is an important matter.
I love you feeling baby.　The resolution has been decided.
I love you need you baby.　Let the feeling to start moving.

The are too many secrets to hide.　It can't be stopped.
Cant do anything but cry.　Please listen to my overflowed thought.

The color of love.　It is showing on the water surface.　It is transfering a light voices of ripple.
Under the night sky. The time has stopped. 　The stars are watching over.
I love you feeling baby.　 It is sparking.
I love you need you baby.　 The thought that cant be told.
I love you feeling baby.　 The color is not fading.
I love you need you baby.　An important feeling

Bon Odori 2010

This is my first time driving to the Bon Odori, and I swear in the future I would get there before 5.30pm to avoid the traffic and parking problem.

Many things were being missed due to my late arrival.
The pictures below will summarize my 2010 Bon Odori:

Due to several obstacles, but the time my friends and I reached, it was already 8pm+


Without thinking, my first loli shoot *__*
(the cutest among the loli I took for this year?)

Was intend to took the loli in yukata, but her frens ran in and joined her,
maa....the more the merit XD


Seto....Go!!
I wonder will they all run away if onii-chan suddenly climb with them together LOL


Loli with max agility in her status attribution =_=

this guy pula STR +99 = =ll

She was actually trying to take off her father pant
"Not me..." (look away) XD
"Bon Odori is all about dancing", nuff said

sh-t, the camera man was detected by onee-chan (run)

This mocha(?) ice cream ain't half bad, rm6 totally worthy.

nose digging :D

Fun event is fun, lets meet again next year my beloved friends~

saya no uta

Saya no uta(沙耶の唄）is a visual novel by nitro+, it is not a new visual novel(2003), people who read visual novels would probably know it and I hate myself for not trying it any earlier.


story synopsis:
Fuminori Sakisaka has a traffic accident which kills his parents and leaves him heavily injured. When he has a brain surgery to save his life, his perception of the world changes: everything he sees becomes blood and guts, people's looks and voices seem like monsters, and food that normally appeals to him tastes disgusting. As he contemplates suicide in the hospital, Fuminori meets a beautiful girl among the flesh-covered walls. She introduces herself as Saya, and is apparently looking for her father. Fuminori does not want to be separated from Saya, and asks her to live with him. She agrees. However, while to Fuminori, Saya appears as a normal girl when everything else in his point of view is flesh and guts, normal people see it differently — just as he sees normal things as flesh and blood, Fuminori sees actual flesh and blood as normal.
Basically it means the main character screw around with a tentacle guts monster.





What attracted me to play this game were the comments from friends, "it is damn bloody", "I have got hemophobia for a month after playing it', "he eat human flesh!!", so I thought I will be playing an ultra-violent game, that's all. However after I start playing, it was not really that gross, at least I was fine eating my lunch and dinner when reading it.

After my second thought, not everyone might like it due to the darkness of the novel, people might be disgusted/displeased before they even like it. However I really cannot find anything to condemn on this game. Playing this game is almost like reading 九把刀's novel, the development makes you wanna to unveil more of the hidden secret of the story, and makes you wonder how it will end.

Points of attraction for this VN:
-psychologically screwed main character ftw (ffffuuuuuuu)
-guts can be seen in 60% of the game play time
-superb loli!!!
-nice graphic(even able to compete with some new VN)
-stories ended nicely(not many would agree though)

overall verdict: 9/10

official website:
http://www.nitroplus.co.jp/pc/lineup/into_06/index.php

People who never play should have try, I just used a few hours to finish it.

Bon Odori 2009

Bon odori 2009 is much better comparing last year, crowded, more japanese, less scary lolita lala and cosplayer, and alot more moe children!!

Its super croweded...

children with yukata were everywhere...

people couldn't resist themselves from taking picture with them.

So i cant help but follow the tradition.

Things that we should drink in Bon Odori...

errmm but that's not how you eat it.

The snack that appeared in many animes, what is it called hmm...

dun stare at me like that... smile pls @_@

A-chan,"Stalker detected!! Counter snap!!~"

A-chan,"lets see how is my skill...~"
B-chan,"........no eye see you"

A-chan,"my skill guo ran not bad .... :D"
C-chan,"..............i must get tat camera..."

"hahaha you cant chase me" ... children's laughing

i shaked my head and say i can, then i chased them with my camera hohohoho (sounds pervert )

balloon~nyan~

hit hit x3

i can do it~nyan :3

aahhh? *post*

i believe i can fly~

pfftt...flying is tiring

search search = =

I wan my milk~ x3

Waseh see dao like this, the gold fish gang where can tahan themselves *__*

my dinner. Lesson 7: buy your food earlier else you got nothing proper to eat.